I can't believe I'm doing this, but It's anonymous so I guess It's easier this way... I've been struggling with art for the last couple of years, sometimes I feel like maybe It's time to quit and then something small happens that keeps me trying and trying, sometimes I feel like I’m really tired of this. I feel like that one scene in the movie “La La Land" when Emma Stone says: “What If I’m not good enough?” should I quit and forget everything, should I? I'm just shouting to the world using your little box on the internet. In the past I had somewhat success with art and sometimes I feel that maybe it would have been better to die young and have that as a statement of my life, a little bit of success... But now all of that is behind me, and it keeps going away each day more and more. Everything feels heavier, I’m on the edge, I’m afraid of the future, each day feels a bit smaller, darker and asphyxiating…
-Anonymous.
